My last few days, have been the biggest, wildest rollercoaster i could ever imagine. i have no idea how to deal with it, being me. Awkward, and consistently inconsistent (my namesake) I cannot fathom my life right now. My friends, my acquaintances and even people i wish not to confine with labels (you know who you are)... have all been changing roles, and i have been changing with them. With my senior year of high school dawning fast, it seems as though my head is spinning so fast i don't have my feet on the ground anymore, but am floating in a warm fuzzy cloud, usually wrapped in sweet dream. Maybe my memory was fucked with. Who knows. All i know is today was probably one of the most boring days of summer 2010, but i felt so many different emotions i wanted to burst. Internally combust. I screamed about 5 million times (5 times) and it has shown me, that nothing can be expected and everything is a surprise.
Sorry the details are hazy, but Dr. Mierzwiack even has his own life happening around him.
Can't plan life, because shit will always happen.
Clementine knows what the fuck is up:
"Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours."
Here's the playlist ringing in the clouds:
"So So"--Gary Go
"Crush"--Aidan Hawken
"Dig with me"--Allie Moss
"Love Love Love"--Caitlin Crosby
"In the Bathroom is Where i Want You"--Nightmare of You
"Gold Lion"--Yeah Yeah Yeahs
"Fur"--Blizten Trapper
"Wide Eyes"--Local Natives
"That's All" -- Absent Elk
"Middle of Nowhere"--Hot Hot Heat
"The Ocean"--The Bravery
"Vienna"--Billy Joel
"Ca Plane Pour Moi"--Plastic Bertrand
"If You're Gone"--Matchbox Twenty.
"New Soul"--Yael Naim
"You Make My Dreams Come True"-- Hall & Oates
Making sense of living, Valerie.
