4.17.2012

121.

I know this is a big risk, and i can easily make myself look like a complete idiot who hasn't learned anything about pride, or life, or love, or time, or anything but what i've read in books and seen in movies. And it's late at night, and i'm lonely and nostalgic. And i watch love happen and you always come to mind. I don't know if you're going to read this (hopefully you won't if you don't feel the same way, which is completely fine: just don't tell me that you saw it this time around, and we'll forget this ever happened and live our lives as friends)

So this is what i have to say. To you. I have never felt the same about anyone else in my life. Ever. To this day. You filled me with butterflies when you looked at me, you took my breath away: I was head over heels. Even after, I couldn't look at you without this dramatic, disgusting, and overt emotional reaction. And i know you're forever from here, and we're both forever from that moment. But It was just now, that a song came up on shuffle, and I just thought you should know that I never stopped waiting for you.


Whispers in the dead of night, V.

P.S. What I said was true: don't say anything if you don't feel the same way. Pretend I don't feel this way about you, if might be a wave of nostalgia or desperate loneliness. Just know me as a friend at least.